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hmmm   
10:45pm 04/11/2008
 
mood: annoyed
 
     

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05:21pm 04/09/2008
   
     

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eyes   
10:27am 17/01/2008
 
What do your eyes say about you?

Eyes of Vitality
Eyes of Vitality
Your eyes are already readable. They are full of life and passion. You love life and all those that enter into yours. You love to live and laugh. Your motto is to "eat drink and be merry, for tommorrow we die."
How do you compare?
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iq   
10:25am 17/01/2008
 
IQ test score
 
     

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colors   
10:21am 17/01/2008
 
What do colors say about your personality?

Pinks and Blues
Pinks and Blues
You have what's called a baby-doll personality. You view the world as a great big magical place full of wonder and exploration. You always look at the glass half full and see beauty in all things. You have a very warm, loving personality and have never hated anyone in your entire life. Very angelic, your soul is beautiful, warming, and inviting. You never hesitate to be there for someone who is need and for that reason, you'll always find yourself surrounded by admirers. In life, the things you search for the most are true love, peacefulness, and harmony.
How do you compare?
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goddess   
10:20am 17/01/2008
 
What Greek Goddess are you?

You are Aphrodite!
You are Aphrodite!
You are like Aphrodite, goddess of beauty and love, and not surprisingly, the most beautiful of all the goddesses. With your irresistible charms, and with cupid as your ally, there aren't many you cannot easily woo...whether it be on purpose or without intending to at all. You are one sensual girl. Lucky you. ;)
How do you compare?
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07:45pm 08/08/2007
 
mood: bouncy









 
     

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yeah   
12:31pm 18/07/2007
 
mood: numb
Baby Baby
When we first met, I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped into one with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock that spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to ya (to ya)
Don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do ya (do ya)?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you are the one to blame
And now I feel like - ooh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what i get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked in to rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked in to rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I've gotta check in to rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I've gotta check in to rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Damn, ain't it crazy when you're loveswept
You'd do anything for the one you love
Cause anytime that you needed me, I'd be there
Its like you were my favorite drug
The only problem was that you was using me
In a different way that I was using you
But now that I know that it's not meant to be
You gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to ya (to ya)
Don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do ya?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you are the one to blame
Cause now I feel like - ooh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what i get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked in to rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked in to rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I've gotta check in to rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I've gotta check in to rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Oh - Oh
Now ladies gimme that..
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh-Oh
Oh Oh Ouh Oh
Now gimme that
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh-Oh
Oh Oh Ouh Oh
Now ladies gimme that..
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh-Oh
Oh Oh Ouh Oh
Now gimme that
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh-Oh
Oh Oh Ouh Oh

Oh

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what i get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked in to rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked in to rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I've gotta check in to rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I've gotta check in to rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
 
     

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..   
12:17am 24/12/2006
  married?  
     

~*<3*I've felt 1 angel today ~ I can still feel you*<3*~

 
   
11:02pm 20/10/2006
 
mood: moody
happy birthday to me!!!

 
     

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123 photo time!   
02:35am 13/10/2006
 





and THIS!! this is the new baby!! His name is Senor Diablo, but I call him Dibo for short. This is only funny if you've actually seen Friday.





 
     

~*<3*I've felt 2 angels today ~ I can still feel you*<3*~

 
for those who still look   
08:33pm 27/06/2006
   
     

~*<3*I've felt 2 angels today ~ I can still feel you*<3*~

 
this took me 45 minutes   
08:28am 07/04/2006
  PART ONE: You and Your Life
1. Were any other names considered for you at birth? livinia or something ugly like that

2. What was the day, date and time for your birth? I'm not sure what day of the week, october 20th, 7:56pm

3. So how old will you be this year? 22

4. Where do you dwell? richmond and lexington

5. What is your astrological sign? libra/scorpio cusp

6. Do you check your horoscopes regularly, and do you believe in them? i check them semi-regularly, always the day after, and they are usually pretty accurate

7. What are your typical [starsign] qualities? uhhhhhhh

8. Who are you compatible with? everyone

9. What kind of house do you live in? i live everywhere

10. What’s the name of your street/close/road? at the moment, madison

11. Who do you live with? my sisters

12. What rooms are in your house? dorm rooms, bathroom, poo room (living room), chapter room (kinda like a dining room but you can't eat in there)

13. Where is your room? at the wrong end of the hall

14. How is it decorated? very colorfully

15. Did you decorate it yourself? yes I did

16. What kind of furniture do you have? my bed, a bookshelf, plastic chests of drawers, a bed, this crazy computer desk/dresser thing on either side of the room

17. Did you set out to decorate it with a certain look? yeah, the c-licious look

18. Do you have posters on the walls? yes I do, audrey, marylin, gwen, billie, vintage alcohol ads, jack daniels

19. What is your calendar this year: marylin

20. Are your parents still together? yes'm, barely

21. So what kind of person are you, in the good ways? generous, loving, fun

22. And in the bad ways? self-sacraficial, impulsive

23. In what ways do you annoy people? I have no idea

24. What are your strengths? communication

25. What are your weaknesses? i give too much and don't think about myself

26. Are you easily depressed? yes and no

27. What makes you depressed? woighwejrbwkjbr talking about aj... or any of my past, really

28. Are you easily paranoid? not really

29. What is your current mood? blase

30. Who are your close friends? jared, lacy, josh, lauren..

31. Who are your favourite friends to talk with when you are upset? Lauren or Lacy

32. Who do you share most in common with? no one

33. Do you have a journal/diary? yes, but the question is... do I use it?


PART TWO: Appearances
1. Insert a picture of yourself here:

2. How important is the way you look to you? I like to look nice, most days

3. How self-conscious are you when it comes to your appearance? depends on the day

4. How tall/short are you? 5'4ish

5. What colour hair do you have? auburn

6. Is it dyed? yes

7. If so, what is your natural hair colour? auburnish

8. How long is it? past my shoulders

9. Are you growing it? yes I am

10. What would you call your body shape? mine

11. Are you happy with it? I don't know a single female who is

12. What colour eyes do you have? blue/grey/green with a sunflower in the middle

13. How do you dress, and why? however I feel like! gosh!

14. How long ago did you start dressing this way? uhhhh wtf

15. Do your friends dress similarly to you? what the hell only spooky kids pay this much attention

16. How is the way you dress reflective of your personality? random, stylish, colorful

17. What parts of your appearance do people compliment? my eyes and my lips

18. What parts of your appearance do people insult? I have no idea, yo


PART THREE: Hobbies
1. What do you do for a living? procrastinate

2. Are you happy with what you do? ehhhh

3. What are your hobbies?: music, writing, researching, my boyfriend

4. Name everything you love: impossible

5. Name everything you hate: still impossible

6. What kind of people do you love: I love everyone!

7. What kind of people do you hate: I don't really hate a "kind" of person, they are who they are, I can accept that or I can't

PART FOUR: Music
1. I know it’s a chore, but list your favourite bands and musicians here: oh hell no, I'm not putting forth that much effort

2. What are your favourite genres?: all of the above

3. Any particular favourite songs? wish you were here - pink floyd, dust in the wind - whatever version I happen to hear, the freshmen - the verve pipe, many many more...

4. Albums? if I had the attention span to sit and listen to an entire album in one sitting, I could probably answer this

5. Insert some of your favourite lyrics? the bitches love me cuz they know that I can rock!

6. What band do you listen to when you want to feel happy? whatever has a good beat

7. The most depressive music? uhhh music to slit my wrists to... or fucking zakk wylde or something

8. Do you have any favourite music videos? sos - rihanna!

9. Are you in a band? nope

10. If so, what’s it called? **

11. If you’re not in a band – do you want to be? yeah, i have since I was 10

12. If the answers yes, what would you call it? driver seat complex

13. What would your part be in the band? vocals/keyboards

14. What kind of music would you play? rocktronica

15. Who would be in your band? well, whoever fits, ass

16. What would your music videos be like? pink and shiny

17. What kind of songs would you write? I DON'T FUCKING KNOW

18. Can you write songs/music? yes I can

19. What would the vocals be like/what kind of singers: fucking awesome, that's what.

20. What instruments would the music have? whatever I felt necessary... piano/guitar/bass/drums/synth/tables/a triangle/cowbell

PART FIVE: Love and Relationships, etc.
1. Seeing anybody right now? yes I am

2. The obvious question: Straight/bi/gay: straight

3. Do you have crushes: yeah

4. If so, do you like them for their personality, or for their appearance? personality but he's fucking hot, too

5. Celebrity crushes: johnny depp, rihanna

6. Ever been in love? yes

7. Are you now? yes

8. How confident are you when it comes to relationships? I'm pretty sketchy

9. Do you know of anybody who likes you? yeah actually i do

10. What would be most important to you in a relationship? respect, patience

11. Your ideal guy/girl, personality: spunky, passionate, ability to make me laugh, mushy

12. Your ideal guy/girl, appearance: 6'ish, brown eyes, brown hair, strong arms, amazing smile

13. What’s more important to you, appearance or personality? oh personality, people become more or less beautiful the more you see them for who they are

14. What are your turn ons: deep passionate kisses, kisses on the neck esp from behind, breathing in my ear, aggression

20. What kind of things would you like to share in common? love for music, intelligence

21. Does any particular dress sense turn you on? oh yeah, sweaters/button down shirts/the whole preppy look I guess

22. Do you remember your first boyfriend/girlfriend? yes..

23. The most romantic songs you can think of? so much - the spill canvas, you - evanescence

24. The sexiest bands? portishead

25. The sexiest singing voices? bjork, jennifer charles, beth gibbons..

PART SIX: Movies, TV, etc.
1. What are your favourite movies? any given sunday, the godfather, scarface, cube, casino, donnie darko, go, resident evil, gone in 60 seconds, the saint, boondock saints, requiem for a dream, wonderland, traffic, all quentin tarantino movies..

2. What kind of movies do you love to watch, and why? ones that are fucked up and wierd, anything involving the mafia or drug trafficking

3. What kind of movies DON’T you watch, and why? I have an aversion to extreme chick flicks

4. Favourite actors: johnny depp, morgan freeman, al pacino

5. Favourite actresses: audrey hepburn, cameron diaz, sandra bullock, ashley judd

6. Most romantic movie you’ve seen and one of your favourites: The notebook.

7. The most sad movie you’ve seen and one of your favourites: wonderland probably

8. If you could have starred in any of your favourite movies, which one would it be, why, and what character would you have played? resident evil, badass movie, Alice, she's just... a fucking badass
 
     

~*<3*I've felt 2 angels today ~ I can still feel you*<3*~

 
tada   
12:38pm 28/03/2006
 
mood: chipper
The boy and me



MY CAR

 
     

~*<3*I've felt 1 angel today ~ I can still feel you*<3*~

 
hide and seek   
07:42am 28/03/2006
 
mood: loved
it's early and I'm awake cleaning and doing homework. I've been severely slacking off the past two weeks and that needs to change. starting yesterday.

on the brighter side of things, I am dating an incredibly amazing person who is absolutely perfect for me. I completely adore him and he makes me the happiest I've been in a really long time. I think this one will last a while. At least that's what I'm hoping. We shall see ;)


gangsta out.
 
     

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i'm awake.   
09:05am 28/02/2006
 
mood: anxious
so some dude that found me on myspace apparently spotted me at kroger last night. interesting.

the goal for the day: get stereo installed. I think I'll start getting violent otherwise. second goal, get drunk and play hold 'em. those are less important though.

I should also wash my car if it goes above 50. get my rims all shiny. yay.

that's all.
 
     

~*<3*I've felt 3 angels today ~ I can still feel you*<3*~

 
saayyyy anything   
09:46am 15/02/2006
 
mood: bouncy
I got super ill early monday morning from some arby's foul play, and as a result, I have no recollection of the past two days. I stayed up late studying and catching up, slept for a little bit, and I'm awake again. I've finished up a few valentine's day presents and I'm completely caught up on my music appreciation homework, so that makes me happy.

I dropped my chemistry class this morning and picked up a hardcore intro to law class. This, of course, also makes me happy.

I have to take my car to the carwash today. It has salt all over it and it's not hot at all. OH! I got a new car. 2001 BMW 330i. It's teh sex. Josh is buying the alero from me, which is more like... I don't even know how to explain it. I don't feel like I'm selling it, just relocating it. I suppose that's how it is with my family. All we really do is shuffle cars, add to the collection, but never really get RID of anything. With Josh having the alero, even though it's technically not mine, I can still stalk him and pet it when I miss it. It was my first car, of course I'm going to miss it. However, it does NOT drive like the beamer. My lil german drives like a dream. It's amazing. Oh so amazing.

Okay I have to run to the bank and cash some checks, but hopefully I'll be updating this bitch a little more often. Hopefully.
 
     

~*<3*I've felt 1 angel today ~ I can still feel you*<3*~

 
   
07:58am 30/01/2006
 
mood: dirty
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rabbit in your headlights   
02:36am 02/01/2006
 
mood: melancholy
not too much to say.

chris went home. I wasn't happy. I'm still not happy. I don't know what to do.

Spent new years alone. As depressing as that was, the time alone was nice. Sometimes you just need to be alone.
 
     

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11:47pm 08/11/2005
  Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"

Sunrise
You have sunrise eyes. Sunrise is the color of joy and elation. Your eyes symbolize your general sense of wellness. Your confidence and high self-esteem each and every day make you the person people want to be around. You are a very creative, passionate, and sexual person. You are not afraid to tell people what you think of them, whether good or bad. Some words to describe you: self-assuredness, out-going, busy, cheerful, bright, amiability, courage, successful, creative, personable, happiness, motivational, optimistic, strong, and aware.
 
     

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